Okay, so basically I haven't written in this since the day before my party. I know I've been lagging it...and in addition to my procrastination, I can never seem to get on this piece of machinery once my sister has touched it. Anyway, I know I have a million thank you's to make. Please don't think it's because I am ungrateful, it's because I lag.

I'm 18 now. It doesn't really feel any different. I still feel the same...

God has given me another year. I know I am absolutely undeserving of the things You have given me, yet you give them to me anyway...family, friends, food, a place to live. Thank you, Lord.

Then there are my parents. Thank you to them...for everything. I know that I subconsciously test their patience, and they're still there.

My family for helping out.

My court...

My escort, Aries Bulda- Thanks for being my escort. Thank you for making the dance look hot. Also, thank you for putting up with my hesitation to just dance my heart out. You're an awesome dancer, as well as a great friend. btw, thank you for making my nocturnal days a lot easier.

The Candles...

- Adrianne Joy Mariano | I know that isn't how you spell your name, but that's how I pronounce it. I don't know how you put up with me at home. PARGE, you're the best. You almost made me cry. Thank you for singing at my birthday. I wish I had an incredible voice like you. When you sing, I'm all hater status because you're only 15, yet you have the voice of a grown woman. Thank you for listening to me when I had things to say. Thank you for always being there.

- Cheryl Tiquia | Cheryl, Cheryl, Cheryl. There's no one out there like you. You're one of the most sweetest, most considerate people I know. I've known you almost all my life, and it's crazy how we just started to get close these past few years. I'm sorry we didn't get to do our routine...I know that would have been tight. Maybe at yours! (:

- Naomi De Guzman | You're all multi-talented. We were actually just talking about back in the day when I went through all those color phases. I've known you long enough to reminisce about that. We've been through a lot, too. So many memories. The best one ever was us going bowling on Sunday. Let's get into bowling, forreal. That would be hot. You'd be in band AND be a bowler :D

- Jacqueline Chua | Wilma Hung. You're my inspiration to even want to become a good artist. I wish painting came naturally to me as it does with you. Well, we started hanging out even more after World Changers...or...yeah. Haha, I remember being scared of you after seeing how you act under the influence of anger. Little did I know that you were hilarious and an easy-going person. Thank you for everything, too (the countless amount of meals, the million cups of boba, and for the rides....and the four hour adventure to buy my dress). I know that there's more...a lot more. Just...know that I am thankful. Oh, and of course, thank you for that beautiful money box.

- Jackie Lou Chua | SAYAW TEROY! Hahaha. Well, I also want to thank you for everything. Teroy, I tell you over and over again -- I owe you SO many rides. I'm glad I got to know you and your sister. I mean, I always heard about how nice you guys were, you know? You guys are too cool. I wish I was as smart as you. I also with that I could enjoy math as much as you do. You play the bass and the drums, too. You're quite the character, Teroy. You're something else. Thank you for doing my make-up. Thank you also for coming with me to buy my dress. Four hours. That was a loooong time. LOL.

I'll continue tomorrow.

DECEMBER 10, niggggaaaaaaaa.

I barely write in here...how sad.

I'm too tired to even think of what to type in this...

OMG. It's tomorrow.

Aries is here and we practiced? I'm nervous. I can't dance in front of people. He keeps saying "IT'S GON BE HOT."..oh man, okay it's just dancing.

Tomorrow is it.

It'll be okay.

I shall party hardy tomorrow.

I feel like such a bopperrrrrrrr. Haha :/

I can't help it. I have to write about this because I'm so...inspired. So this Passion guy is on Soundclick. God has blessed this boy with maaaaaaaaad talent, and he's using it to glorify God...fully. It's sooooo awesome seeing other youth praising the Lord.   

Here you guys, read this...

http://www.soundclick.com/bands/5/passionsf.htm

Well anyway, THREE DAYS until the concert. I can't believe it, it's almost here. It's starting to sink in (for real). My mom bought me a black blazer and pants for the concert. Thanks, mom. She's the best.

I'm starting to think I need a stick bag? Carrying my sticks around without a bag...sigh. Maybe having a stick bag will make me look pro..hahahaha. No, but seriously, it'll save me from dropping my sticks all the time. I'll go convince the father to get me one.

I have to wear my hair up at the concert. It's been so long since I've worn my hair up. PLUS, I have to pull all my hair back because of the candle dance. Because I've had bangs (she bangs) for a long time, I'm so not used to seeing my forehead. My forehead's big, dang nabit. Looking at old pictures from before I cut my hair...oh maaaaaan. So not used to it...like...looking at Uzi's b/g picture...whoa.

I'm going to sleep. Good night.

Just a picture.